they say your feel better if you let it out
but the tears keep falling and nothings changed
happiness is an obligation but
if noone cares then does it matter

maybe all i need is some sleep
when i awake things will be the way they should be

i dont even know how it should be anymore

a date to the banquet

this is as close as i've been to hating the world

all i can see are masks and stares

sure i dont love
maybe im just to afraid to admit that, that is all i want
because once they have your heart
they hold the gun