another birthday.
yay.
none of my friends called me at midnight.
in my dormroom at 10:30 on a Saturday night.
well.... at least i got the birthday dance
from some random friends that i found.
:) lei you are amazing.



YAY!!! Evan and william you tottaly made my night :)

Oh southern

Well.... im still here.
bought christmas lights today.
flirted with a guy who has a girlfriend.
checked grades .... and almost cried.
Boob died.
i flushed him down the toilet.
..mikes hard lemonade.. tastes like lemonade.
dates with guys i just want as friends ....
and just friends with guys i want to date.

Oh my.

what is this place that smells of cookies and rain...
i finally fell in love.. and lost it
starting over
i should be used to it by now.
...... i miss him.
not ready for this.
everything is too scary

ಲವ್ ಮೇ ಫಾರೆವೆರ್
a date... and a glass bridge...
a hand to hold
and still not the same. the smell is all wrong..

falling for your best friend.....
a horrible idea..

laying in the pouring rain
as the water rises around you closing in around your lips...
breathing water as it turns to fire...
this is the life i have chosen
and i am happy....
will anyone save me from myself
from the powers of the world that i drench in painted honey..
i love you.