ill be leaving for belize in 5 hrs.
i cant wait
im so nervous
and so stressed
because i havent done my 7 pg paper yet.
or my bible paper
i bought trinket for the kids there n there will be a blog while im there heres the site:
http://belizemissiono8.blogspot.com/

illl miss everyone.

Ok so i am writing another blog.
i should be writing the 7 page paper due wed.
or the bible paper due today
but here i am.
gosh ben im mad at you for giving esteban my blog.
i know he wont come here and it wouldn't matter if he did but
its hard enough for me to actually write my thoughts.
i guess i need to get used to it.

y is it that i always attract the same type of guy.
and always fall for the exact opposite.

i'm finally content with my friends.
i never really had a friend circle b4
ive always been accepted into a couple different ones
but now i have my own.
i see now why it is so popular. lol

the problem with having friends as smart as i am is that i never feel smart.
i could be a genius but if i am surrounded by super geniuses than i i end up feeling dumb.
its all relative.
so then when i am entered into a group of average people i will still be feeling dumb.
and will act accordingly even though it is likely that i am the smartest one there.
its amazing

so many people have influenced my life. i dont think i chould ever count.
from the girl i pass at the stop light to my first grade teacher.
the guys ive had crushes on and the ones ive hated.
this is a tribute to them. just a list of names.
whether it was just a passing thought or someone that i think about everyday.
if you are on this list then you have helped shape my life. and taught me lessons that make me who i am today.

Liz
Dana
Remy
Matt taylor
Emmanuel
Silie
Mr. Wilson
William A.
Alcira G.
Melinda P.
Jaime Jacobson
Wendall
Nathan Thamby
Mrs. McAllen
Mrs. Hess
Eric Engle
Holly Leach
Seema K.
Daphne
Kathy
Holla
Nick G.
Estaban C.
Alex A.
Candice C.
Ryan Comeau
Daniel C.
Sarah Dodge.
Ben H.
Joey Kanfee
Jordan Moyer
Nailah P.
Megan Hess
Addi Hudgins
Alicia Jencks
Taty Deleon
Gaby Chavez
Sierra Wilen
Yiutang
Andres Palenque
Andrea Fort
Brady Knott
Evan Knott
Areum Kim
Cassie Marroquin
Stacy Marsden
Emily Mastrapa
Olga Messenger
Ashley Morgan
Drew P.
Bryan R.
William Royster
Ethan
Jr
Andrew Stevens
Mark D.
Mark T.
Robin Welsh
Chris Wetmore
Kaitlin Yingling
Chatura
Mrs. Martin
Ms. Nixon
Kyle Brown
Mr. Jones
Seda Tolu
Alex Landis
Alexa Minesinger
J.S.
Mrs. Nichols
carlos preza
Jamal
Mr. Spangler
Brian Joseph
Alison Batchelor
Holly Batchelor
Cruzer
Joylyn
Maryjoe Boyce
Nolan Dietrich
nathan T
Laura Young.