Well its been awhile.
im going back to sva in an hr.
wish i could stay.
its like everyone is shifting and changing
and everytime i come back im puzzle piece
that is getting harder to fit back into the puzzle.

is kissing supposed to be fun?

would it really be so bad to try a cigarette...


is it to late to change my mind?
yes. even if it wasnt to late would i?
no.

it is so easy to just become complacent.

James. i like him right?

or at least i'm supposed to.


so many questions
and i know the answers
but it always easier to believe
when you hear it from someone else.