A Just War

3 people i admire

1. Mrs. Nichols
Everyday when i get to school she has a smile on her face. She greets me without fail every morning. Being a new teacher at SAA it must have been hard but she jumped right in and changed the school for the better. I hope that i can be as friendly and encouraging as her.

2. Stacy Marsden- Stacy has so much poise. I have never seen her lose her temper or say a nasty remark. She has gone through a lot and yet. she still has time to ask me how my day is. she has a great sense of humor and i see God through her everyday.

3.my Mom - she was born into poverty but she worked her way to being a lawyer. When my dad got sick it was my mom who provided for my family and kept us together. When she is overwhelmed she just takes it one step at a time. She is so generous. she will take me shopping when i know she needs clothes more than me .

4. Mr. Silie- he has endless energy. When I was the new kid he sought me out and made me feel welcome. He empowers people to be more than they thought they could be. When he got married and had kids I thought he would not have time to pay attention to the students but somehow he still does.


When does humanness begin?

humanness begins when your heart starts beating.


A just war is a war that will save more lives than it losses.
If masses of people are being killed and only a war can stop it than it is just.
For it is better to loose some lives in order to save many,
than to sit back and watch it happen.

ef·fer·vesce

Every passing day my character is being molded.
do i like who i have become?
will it only get harder.
or is this the worst and it will only get better.
cause man if this is the worst than this rocks!

that'd b nice
1. a perfect (but not necessarily good) guy
Advise to above guy:
RUN! i will try to destroy you.
2. a perfect(preferably bulletproof) car
^Advice to above car:
you might want to run too.
3. ....oh man

Bleeding Love

ok so you know those times in your life
when your at a fork in the road.
and anything you say or do could change your life forever.
yea, i just missed one of those.

the power which commands the waves will pull you back.
back to a reunion no mortal can imagine and no female can resist.

पथोलोगिकाल्ली हन्द्सोमे।

My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone’s looking round
Thinking I’m going crazy

homeshow?
or
poker.

The Dawn is Breaking

ok so my life is not as perfect as i tell my self.
in fact it feels as if everything is hanging by a frayed string.
i do just enough to get by.
i cant live like this


i have made up my mind that i do not want to be like my dad.
and i dont any friends like him.
im not sure anymore.
is it that im just so awful that noone can talk to me without getting mad?
i think so. but i don't know how to stop.

i push people away because i am afraid of rejection.


Joylyn's cat just died.
she got it spayed.
and then it died
it makes me so mad at the carelessness of the doctors.
she was pregnant too.
thats 5 lives.


life isn't worth living unless it is for others


Ive lost my motivation.

please.

Help me find it??